Time management is my greatest nemesis. Poor and slow decisions are my foes. They are always there to make me miserable once a day. I always start the day with a late arrival in class. Every time I go to the publication office, instead of starting editing articles, I am blogging. Instead of studying my lessons, I am watching t.v. Instead of doing my projects, I think of other activities to do or go to sleep and procrastinate to the most intense level.
Ending? I go home every night groggy. That is the time when I walk not like a normal human being but like a drunkard on the wide grazing area before reaching my abode. Bakit naman groogy? Sino ba naman ang hindi lalakad na parang lasing kung ang feeling mo about to sleep nah, kung ang imagination mo ay pinaghalong food at bed nah, but you still have that something inside, telling you to keep on walking until you will finally reach the step of your house's main door. At least, you could manage a knock.
Time check: 11: 30 in the evening. Sinong matinong estudyante ba ang umuuwi sa kanila at that time? Tell me. Well, ako yun. Ako yung estudyanteng matino pa naman, kaso di nga lang umuuwi sa kanila hangga't hindi alas onse na ng gabi. And you might ask me why I go home at such time? That's simple to answer. I stay mainly in the publication office to blog, edit, and chat. I could have done it on a broad daylight, pero parang di ako sanay na di mag-procrastinate sa lahat ng bagay, almost. Aside from that, there are also procrastinations in between.
So I think I have to remain that way until the time comes when someone pokes me very hard on the head and says, "You're dying, idiot. Take care of yourself if you don't want to die early."