Thursday, June 14, 2012

I Get that Feeling a Lot


Have you ever been in a situation where you're left with no choice, and after that, feeling extremely broke and frustrated? 

I have been doing this before but this time, I felt convicted with what I did. Yesterday, I absented in two of my classes and missed one quiz and a reportorial. 

First reason. I went to the printing press to bring the lay-out of our school paper. As I went there, I have brought with me the awareness that there will be a possibility of missing my third class in the morning. But I thought that my business in the publication house is more important than my class so I stayed until the head editor said OK. 

Just as I made my way back to the university, my classmate told me that I missed my chance to report. Hopefully, as I return to that class tomorrow, my teacher would still give me the chance to report and make-up the absence that I have made.

Second reason. I procrastinate, a lot! That's the number one thing I hate about myself. Urgh! And I do not know how to get out of it. 

We were given an assignment in our teacher in FS 6 on the Strands of Desired Teaching Performance and Performance Indicators (you don't need to understand these terms for these are Education jargons). That happened a week ago. As what procrastinators do, I delayed the assignment for many days, and on the day of the deadline, I was not able to pass it. I missed the extra 5 points. -_-

I absented on my second class in the afternoon just to finish my assignment, thus making me miss a quiz.

I felt terrible after that. Super terrible. I felt like I am the worst student I have ever been in my entire life. And now, I only have two semesters left to change it all. I mean 360-degree change. I will be graduating very soon. So help me GOD! :'(

15 comments:

  1. good luck to you, hope you'll feel better and alive again. cheers!

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  2. your fault! HAHA..no excuses :)

    I hate deadlines so procrastination was never in my dictionary in my college years. I would usually do everything once it's given to me. but it's inevitable..aye?

    just charged it to your experience :) avoid doing it again since you already know the possible outcome :)

    whoa. did I just nag over this matter? HAHA. sorry :)

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    1. yes. i know mai. and i really need to reprimanded with what i did. so bad -_-

      but thanks to you. :))

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  3. We all drift off from our main agendas in life every now and then. Don't feel pressured dear. You have plenty of time to rectify. Hope for the best. :)

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    1. thank you sui. :) i am trying to get back up now.

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  4. Good luck and relax a little bit. :)

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    1. thank you anna :)

      checked you on your blog already

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  6. haha.. I wish I can give you advice but at times I am also like that. but with that, relax girl! :)

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  7. It's easier pag ung problems natin ay caused din ng sarili nating actions, kasi konting pagbabago lang sa sarili natin at solved na! :)

    I know you can do it! Go go! :))

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  8. the problem with procrastination is that it is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF, do it now, or do it later? As the saying goes "A man may conquer a million men in battle but one who conquers himself is, indeed, the greatest of conquerors (Buddha)", and since you're still young, you still have ample time to develop enough strength to fight yourself off, lol!

    a visit from kim!

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    1. i really agree with what you said. this is the toughest battle i have been into. tsk3.

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  9. pareho tayo..im a procastinator too!..college is tough but life after college is tougher..so give me a favor dear please enjoy college...dont be too upset..cheer up and bounce back!
    thanks for following :)

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