Dear Self,
Disappointed lately, are you? Good thing you remembered this virtual space for ranting. It's been more than a year after posting the last emo poem. And you never thought you'd still remember this blog's password.
But here you are, away from Facebook's fake reality (where people brag so much about how wonderful their lives are). Here you are, avoiding the real reality because it is too real to grasp. With too much going on with your emotions (disappointment at most), I thank the Lord for keeping you sane and joyful.
They will never notice your sadness, these people who said they really love and care for you. They will never see your inner struggles because you are good at hiding it, and they won't be able to read this post anyway. Your dramas are yours. Keep it in. Maintain the positive vibe.
Know, however, that apart from this blogosphere (your emotional safe haven), you have Jesus. Tell Him how you truly feel. And you will find peace.
Self, the years continue to move on. I think you should, too.
1. Leaving
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*March 24, 2015*
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