Heave! I Need More Air

Dear Lord, 

Thank you so much for helping me stand her ridicules and sharp remarks. I wanted to breakdown but you strengthened me. I wanted to run out of the room but you made me believe that I can do it with YOUR help. 

P.S. That was the most painful, most heartbreaking words I got from a teacher ever since. EVER!

Sincerely yours, 

Me

I don't have to elaborate what she told me back there. Enough were her sharp words to make me conclude that she is not who she thinks she is. She might be a Doctor of Education and teaches Curriculum Assessment and Values but that does not excuse her from uttering filthy and dirty words in front of her class. She has been fond of humiliating students who give their reports and answers. I know she is aware of the Principles of Teaching but she is not applying it. What was the use of her title as a doctor? Was that for mere bragging and not really intended to help those who need her expertise? She is a hypocrite. Yes, I said it. She is a hypocrite, for heaven's sake, and no matter how her students try to prepare for a designated topic to be discussed in front, she will appreciate it all less.

I really wanted to cry but my friends stopped me. She is not worth a drop of my tears anyway. I do not hate her. I even pity her for her attitude. I think this is my time to pray for her. Whatever is bothering or triggering her to use such inhumane words in front of her class (and even to her colleagues), I just pray God will move her. I pray HE will touch her heart and make her realize that she is in the wrong track. She really needs a lot of realizing. She has to turn from her ways 360 degrees.

I still know there is some goodness left in her. God bless her.