Bonding 101

We had an exotic cleaning getaway with my fellow education students and it was spelled F-U-N. We were supposed to repaint the walls and wipe the gutters of CEd 2 but since I came in late (because I still have to cook the dried fish, all I did was eat the rest of the foods set on the table.

It might be unnecessary to enumerate everything that we feasted on but since I missed my blog, I will grab this opportunity to lengthen it;). There was a container of uyap cooked in a spicy sweet manner and everyone grabbed their respective disposable cups to have a load of it. Another rectangular plate contained the ginamos which until now I do not like while another two Tupperwares of peeled Apple mangoes lined with the rest. Another separate table was filled with boiled saba while a cavalcade of orange juices in cups filled the remaining empty spaces.

Before I could even think of something to be of help, Dr. De Guzman came out of CEd 2 and began giving instructions regarding our exotic picnic. WOw! I went there just to have snacks. Anyway, everything's served already and all we need to do is just grab a piece of this and that and find a comfortable place to stay. Wonderful day indeed! We gobbled this and that. We tasted this and that. And we had fun with the bonding that we had even for that spur of moment. Our teacher has planned the exotic picnic well and I am looking forward to seeing the pictures on Facebook.

The repaint of the classroom was finally over. The eating session has finally come to an end and we have to clean the mess that we made. The bonding was gone but the memory it made will always linger in the minds of the education students who took part in the realization of the new CEd 2 make over.

Mabuhay ang Bayanihan! Mabuhay ang future teachers ng NORSU!


-- walang magawa...the rest are working..kami, la rah..


-- our moment..yehey!


-- this is our actual work


-- namintal sila..obvious ba?


-- kalami sa sagings..hehe


-- mangga, ginamos, juice..hehe


-- angayan jud basta educ..haha..bongga diba?

Take a Deep Breath

Okay! Let's try to pretend it did not happen. Let's try to smile at each other like nothing has been boggling our twirling brains. Let's try to act like everything's alright and I am not affected by how gawky you treat me. Let's try to think that I am ignoring you. Let's try to keep this situation under control. Let's just try. But if we fail, we can still go to the old "us" and start that foolish act again.

Never! I ain't going back. For almost three years of stupidity, I am ending this obsession. Since this is not an overnight change, I will try my best not to melt when seeing your ugly smile. I will try my best not to blush with every texts you send. I will try my best not to expect that you would talk to me for hours. I will try my best to stay away from you. Anyway, I don't have the right to settle on a life with you. I made this idiotic scheme to pleasure my own self and now that I am old enough to have a mature discernment and perspective on that childish behavior, I am slowly detaching myself from your kaleidoscopic world.

Thank you for those times that you made me smile though perhaps, you don't know. Thank you for those corny jokes just for me (I suppose that's only for me). Thank you for those fantasies of walking with you and hearing your sweet voice. Thank you! But I have another love now. He has always been there for me and sometimes, I just can't remember how He cared for me. Instead, I looked at myself and made selfish decisions which stabbed me to a painful heart failure. I don't know how to repay that love but I know giving my whole self and my shattered heart to Him would be the best thing I can do. With His mercy and grace, I am still on the right track though sometimes, or even oftentimes, I have crooked paths too, just like the rest. But I am a hundred and one percent sure that I will never be harmed when I am with Him, anytime and anywhere.

Guess who my one true love is? It's for me to keep and for you to discover.

As for you Matt Evans, well, you're still my crush. Never worry. But I have to settle on that ground as of this moment for me to be able to focus on priorities higher than yourself. Ayt?

Speech Slur

I just hate how I am so poor with speaking. I just hate how I go blank every time I stand in front of a crowd. I just hate how I cannot express the ideas that I am supposed to share when I am requested to represent a team. I just hate how deficient I am.

I don't know if I can still improve this deficiency. But one thing is for sure. I will try my best to be of best speech for I know this is for the better. Aja to me.

Tired!

Everyone gets tired. Everyone gets bored and hysterical of the world. Everyone came to a point of ending his tiresome life. Perhaps, we even have spent more of our lives on wallowing into our tiresome swamps of slothfulness rather than on seeking for something significant and purposeful.

I am just tired. But I am not lazy. (sometimes, I am :)

This Calls for a Check-up

Ice cream. Chiffon cake. Chicken delights. Cold water.

These were the things that I missed to eat after I experienced a mood swing from my lower second molar. I had this tooth decay extracted years ago but it seems that my molar is having a problem of its own. It's rotting too, and maybe it's because I don't really give much effort in making it clean and healthy.

I remained silent and in pain the whole night while the rest of the family members were busy licking their ice creams and enjoying their slices of cakes. I wasn't even able to open my mouth and did not have time to speak. It was really disturbing and irritating. I could really feel how my head throbbed with the pain. My worst fear has once again come.

This really calls for a dental check-up [but I don't have the money, the time and the guts to see one.]